I'm tired half to craziness, I hurt, I'm too warm, I'm uncomfortable. I've taken a Tramadol and rubbed magnesium cream on the backs of my legs. And now I'm overwhelmed and crying on the couch.
There is nothing amusing about this post - I don't have it in me right now. It doesn't usually all catch up to me like this, but it did tonight. I just needed to tell someone.
I'll try to be amusing again next time.
*UPDATE: 2 nights go I took a Hydrocodon pill and mostly slept (weird dreams, tho - that's the way I am with most opioids). Yesterday, I noticed the spasms starting again in the evening and thought "Nonononononononono...!", and took my new time-release magnesium pill with 1/2 a Tramadol. And I mostly slept again! I am greatly relieved by this, as I want to avoid as many opiate doses as possible...